Sunday, May 31st, 2009
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7:28 pm
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Life throws a lot of curveballs at me. Constantly. I can't complain, though. I have my health and my youth and things could always be worse. I'm learning to suck it up and play with the cards I'm dealt. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. A stronger person is what I am. (And this has nothing to do with men. Please.)
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Friday, May 22nd, 2009
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5:01 am
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Everything is exactly how I want it to be.. aside from the fact that I wrecked my car and don't have another yet, but that's only temporary. It should be any day now that I'll get my Mazda 3. Thank god mom is finally trusting of me and letting me drive her car when I need it. I guess she understands that it's pure torture being cooped up in this house all day. Considering an entirely different matter, I really need to savor what I have right now and refrain from developing actual feelings. Everything is going so well as it is, and I get everything I need out of this little fling. It shouldn't be too hard, I don't feel anything, and that's how I like it. Real live relationships never seem to work for me and I've come to terms with that. Playing house is fun.
current mood:  complacent
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2008
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9:39 am
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Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
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9:11 am
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Friday, April 4th, 2008
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7:32 pm
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Today MLK has been dead for 40 years. Can you believe it? 40 years and racism is still apart of everyday life.
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Wednesday, March 5th, 2008
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1:46 pm
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Friday, February 1st, 2008
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6:34 pm
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Today..was utter and complete misery at best. I hate high school and everyone in it. It used to be so enjoyable going to school and seeing everyone. Now that "everyone" has narrowed down to just a handful. It's awful. There was a pep rally today and on my way into the gym, I realized that I hadn't seen more than half of any of those kids before. What is happening! I feel like all my friends find the loop holes that I miss. I'd like to believe I'm not an entirely clueless being, but it's hard when everyone around me is only escalating while I've hit a plateau. You don't know what this is like, I assure you. I've dug myself the deepest hole without even noticing. I don't even know what to do. I don't even know if I can graduate on time. ..It wasn't worth it.
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Monday, December 31st, 2007
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2:18 pm
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What an awful break it's been.
Last night was alright
Stayed out til the sun came up with Cheryl, Michael and Griffin
We went all the way down Lithia Pinecrest
It was weird
We (actually, I) found some weird power plant
It looked like the one in Apollo but it wasn't it.
It was okay, they all were freaking out about how cool it was, but really, it wasn't that great
I can't help but be so irritated with everyone and everything
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Sunday, December 16th, 2007
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11:27 am
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I don't know why I love this so much
Umm.. my current situation makes me want to vomit
I hate myself
I hate that my mind changed so fast
I hope he's not hurting too bad
6 days until Ohio..I just need to get the fuck AWAY from here
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Wednesday, November 28th, 2007
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8:07 pm
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I finally got exactly what I always wanted
now I could care less
Life is a bitch in that sense
Why can't I ever just be happy with what I've got?
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Sunday, September 30th, 2007
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1:27 am
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I saw Across the Universe tonight.
I really liked it alot.
I really love everyone in my life at this point and time.
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Thursday, September 27th, 2007
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11:53 pm
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damnit
damnit
damnit
fucking damnit
me and my BIIIIIIIG mouth.
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Saturday, August 11th, 2007
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1:30 pm
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current mood:  sore
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Friday, August 10th, 2007
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2:24 am
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10 days til school.
shit!
I thought I wanted it, but I'm really going to miss sleeping in
shitshitshit.
tomorrow is the wine party!
I'm looking forward to it
current mood:  lazy
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Sunday, August 5th, 2007
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12:33 pm
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life is just falling into place.
this is what I've been deprived of for so long?
15 days til school!
ps- the next time you see me I will have 22 inches of flowing platinum blonde locks ;D
current mood:  cheerful
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Tuesday, July 31st, 2007
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7:02 pm
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yes! my dad finally got a place in Fishhawk today! it's official that I'm coming back to Newsome! yesssssssssss!
something just occured to me. if I'm going to be going to community college first before going to a university.. why the HELL would I go to hcc?! I mean, it's not like it's the only community college in florida! they're basically all priced the same so why not leave Tampa? why the hell not?! it's too grungey here! I've decided I'm going to Edison community college in Naples. Naples is where the moneeeey is! ;)
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Wednesday, July 25th, 2007
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9:00 pm
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I'm making fast progress :)
my life couldn't be better right now.
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Friday, July 20th, 2007
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11:15 am
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so I was just driving home from community service and I saw this lonely australian sheperd puppy roaming down the street. it was so cute. I was trying to decide whether I should stop and get him but I didn't want his owner to drive by looking for him and see me taking him thinking i was going to steal him or something. I would have taken him home, given him food and then taken him to the pound. or maybe posted flyers. I wish I would have gotten him now. I think I'll never forgive myself if I see him again as roadkill.
he looks exactly like this:
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Friday, July 13th, 2007
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2:24 pm
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Thursday, July 12th, 2007
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2:32 am
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